Good Mourning

Help me, I'm flawed, desperate, angry with God

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I brush your hair
And see your face - empty smile

Abuse of SID - HURT

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WELL WHAT IS THIS LOOKS LIKE I HAVE A NEW OC.
Actually it's not 'new' but a redesign of this character:
 
Except well redesign of her hair, just gave her lingerie so I didn't have to design her main clothes LOL.
I'm iffy on her original name - Jacinda - I think it suits her but then she's not spanish so IDK LOL /////';;;;;;;;;; I'm thinking Hyacinthe, or..some kind of flower...Cherise? Like she needs an insanely feminine name which I'll think of later.

Lots of things I could do better, especially the lighting on her skin but I don't want to work on this anymore, I lost the mojo for this piece ;^;

Ref:


Bokeh Texture: